FAKE..

Well it's nice to see that people forgot alex so quickly Ive told people about his court date and time and that he wanted people to support him and be there and none of you even bother to show up or those of you who will say oh i didnt have a ride uh well you knew i was going so dont give me that shit. Im so pissed! There were alot of his REAL friends there though...but no one that acted oh so sad about it when it happened, no one that i really even know but i wanted to embrace them all for being there and still having his back no matter what cause thats what REAL friends are for!

I was really nervouse and felt really out of place in this room full of people i didnt know but alex's mom came and thanked me for coming and said she knows alex will ask if i was there and he'll be really happy i came. :) that made me feel better and sit a little taller :) I wanted to hug her and cry with her :( but we had to go as soon as it was over cause i had to get back to the babe.... but my heart goes out to her!

He got 9 to 20 years in prison for anyone who would like to know 2nd degree murder :( its sounds so weird being there was such a reality check like whoa this is real and hes not coming home and its gonna be a long time till i can see him again :( i miss just hanging out so much, he was really a big support for me when i was down and ill be one for him now. He still helps me out its just harder through a letter.

Ive never seen so many boys cry before...it was so sad...